goldshlager ocean

heart of darkness bittersweet the liquor you hold
intoxicating inebriating with real specks of gold
cinnamon tracks writing left on my skin
heart of darkness open up and let me in
swallow
swallow
swallow
swallow me whole
let my flaws my angry purple scars now fade to black
death seeker suicidal they brand my work
the unliving cannot die and words never will
all the shades in this world are found within black
they are those light has given and pure white throws back
swallow me whole
in the belly of the whale the voices come in clear
swallow me whole
wandering the earth to find a mind to fit in
swallow me whole
swallow swallow swallow me swallow me to oblivion
neurotic narcosis of nitrogen Isis
trolling for scattered parts
swallow me whole and it burns and it burns goin’ down
neurotic narcosis of nitrogen Isis
find my way out again
I don’t wanna leave
find my way
I don’t want
find my way
rapture of the deep
I’m in way over my head
I can’t breathe the air I have
rapture of the deep
I’m fallin fallin past the glittering walls the jaws of glass
I see a heart now floatin’ there
I see a girl with floatin’ hair
daemon lover ghostly child
the voices come in clear and loud
and say
see the nitrogen narcosis
of the late neurotic Isis
she dove too deeply to catch his heart
now she’s one with the dark
nitrogen narcosis and neurotic Isis
lie within us all
the one who dives and swims much faster
and overshoots the sane retaining wall
the nitrogen narcosis of neurotic Isis
we’ve seen her floating within us all
that buried part which lives for the fall